AK Theory.....

Mirror of a Cheater

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 01:52:00 -0400

In another life I knew you. As you were me and I were you. As a reflection, reversing image and mirroring you.

Those thoughts you’re having; Me making you nervous and shy looks extracted. That sneak and peek you shooting me intensity increases with vision.

That toasty, tasty, sculpted, prettily shaded, lightly tread area awaking feeling; baking in between your thighs; I knew you.

That “Damn I want ‘em but i’ma play it cool I ain’t gon’ trip……DAMN you fine tho” I knew you. “Play by ya rules and turn you out at the same damn time” strategy to keep control of what’s happening. May have to fall back to get’cha to notice me bt stay relevant enough for you to notice me. I knew you…

In another life I knew you. As you were me and I were you.Though you fight the urges to kiss me, try to touch me aimlessly, and have my body make a line of the letter “V” you undeniably appeal to me. I knew you.

The magic number is three, and now the plan has fell in on me and now i’m considering things. Shawty calling all day and I can’t pick up cuz tht last time really had me…. That flick on repeat and keep rewinding in my memory.

It’s too good to be true; She already got me rolling and I don’t need you adding to it. You kno what? I’ma stop and we gon’ be “The Best of Homies” Despite how good the head or the *sigh* may be… I knew you.

I can’t keep allowing this especially with the mouth you giving me; Fuck around and be the best that’s ever happened to me….

Down Ass Chick....

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 01:34:52 -0400

What if I told you I was a down ass chick?

That everything you asked for I can handle it .

Partner in crime; building businesses; hold it down while you’re gone baby I can manage it.

And all tht sweet and tenderness i give it. Some TLC I bring it. Back-rub, foot-rub, bubble-baths and meals I do that.

They say the best way to a man’s heart is thru his stomach; well I face challenges head on and attack with loyalty.

And oh how I care for your job and your health nothing new to me. I cook, I clean, I ride, I scream…..

But I just need you to be good and reciprocate to me cuz, I’m a down ass chick.

Gimme that love and affetion and keep these lurking ass hicks in order while i downplay these niggas to what matters; that only being you cuz well; im your down ass chick.

And no need to question that sexy shit i know how ya like it. So as you lick all these tattoos; moviing aside these tease-ass see thru; Lace attire you fiening as you look at me. Or all the tricks and and name calling while I ride the D—-

Please excuse me not tryna come off cocky when I say that I’m a down ass chick. Anything you say I can handle it.

Trials and troubles we can work through it. Might do a little cursing, badger you with insults as we squash *ish. Choking and pulling hair while ya smash it; cuz sometimes that seems to be the only way my lil feisty ass can get past it.

Or you yell at and make me cry cuz your over all the questioning. Kiss me on the forehead; or crack a joke so i can start laughing; smoothing things over You finesse me. NEver meaning you or I are loving any less things just get heated.

But its cool cuz by the end of the night we’re rockin’ and titanium solid and the things we go through can only make us stronger and how could you or SHOULD you expect anything less from the woman you posses. Im he. She’s down for you and you ride with me cuz…..

I’m a Down ass chick.

zodiacsociety: Taurus Love Matches

Tue, 29 Jan 2013 04:14:25 -0500

zodiacsociety:

Taurus Love Matches

zodiacsociety: Taurus Facts

Tue, 29 Jan 2013 04:13:28 -0500

zodiacsociety:

Taurus Facts

Familiar Stranger

Sat, 12 Jan 2013 14:42:14 -0500

Familiar Stranger….

Never have I met you but you’ve always been around.

same crowd, same circle, same space,

Never have i known you, until as of late.

Familiar Stranger….

kindest eyes i’ve ever seen,

beyond welcoming,

patient to the extreme…. Well at least w/ me.

Despite stubbornness and technicalities that made us highly unlikely;

U rocked w/ me.

N I put up one hell of a fight to stand against you..

Ignorin texts, denying dates, and smug ways just to spite you…

Standoffish, straight bitch mode to ward you off and u were nothing but smitten.

Now I’m grinning but I ain’t there yet.

SO a few dates and mean streaks later here you are in love and well, I’m gaming.

Still in love w/ ya partner he don’t know tht… but I fake and act like im in love w/ you….

3 months in. This time w/ you and I.

N I say i’m in love cuz I wanna be;

knowing that ur good for me.

That’s what I need….

A man to treat me like a queen and love me effortlessly.

N here I am starting to care, that’s no good.

SO now i’m in it just like you and now ur bailing…

Familiar…….

Remember why I didn’t wanna do this?

Why I was hesitant? Ur just like him.

When the going gets tough U runnin’ from it.

Just like he did.

Our priorities are different, I ain’t got the time

same lines he gave. Over it…

feelings hurt and vulnerable and as much as i care I could’ve avoided this and you couldve just remained what you were….

Familiar Stranger

Untitled....

Tue, 23 Oct 2012 22:47:03 -0400

6 months….. Heavy. Short of Breath, with sweaty palms, blushing, and embarrassed. Impressed with interest and being nervously refreshed.

45 weeks… Chasing and pacing, lost in my own thoughts smiling and giggling like a school girl.

186 days. Back and forth Thrown off and rocked. Thinking too much and not enough. Still ain’t figured this out.

Flustered enough to leave it be. Mad enough to question me. Not happy with myself on account of these. Consistent droughts you put me through with not seeing you. Revolts my body experiences not having you.

Damn. Now everything is jacked up and discombobulated. Tryna move forward….. this shit too complicated. Circles keep overlapping, lines keep crossing, and triangles are within squares…. Like what the F%$k!

This is a catastrophe! Me with the imagining, and habitual rambling, to this inconsistent kinda sorta of a thing, why does this keep happening? It makes no sense that I’m like this, and I miss his… *sigh* he can no longer be my everything when I am simply nothing to him….

6 months heavy, short of breath.

45 weeks chasing and pacing laughing and smiling like a school girl.

186 days back and forth rocked and thrown off….

'even though we've had our own fallouts and differences, i still fuck.. with you.'

Wed, 17 Oct 2012 00:42:05 -0400

FEAR....

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 04:57:37 -0400

Waking up everyday never changing or wanting to,

Settling for what comes my way as opposed to what’s better…

Taking from others because I am unwilling to go and get it myself,

Self-loathing and fatigue consuming me because I am unhappy,

Letting a man “rescue” me because I am not strong enough to pull through for me….

Easily swayed and influenced because of my ignorance and lack of drive to educate myself…

Working hard everyday or not working at all….

What keeps me going and pushing until I gas out everyday, What keeps me full of ambition and my head full of dreams and wishing, Reaching goals and only seeing what’s in front of me….

People always ask me what’s my biggest fear and I always shake my head timidly but the scariest thing would have to be, ending up just like my mother; that’s when the world will no longer be conquerable for me.

Imagination

Tue, 18 Sep 2012 00:09:44 -0400

It makes our hearts sing;

Warms our soul,

Nourish our bodies,

And puts smiles on our faces.

An aroma against our nose

Something to look forward to when getting home.

Watering the mouth and

reminding taste buds why they exist.

Opening the mind

And exploring the wild….

Imagination.

To keep in the refrigerator for cooling

Put in the microwave to reheat

Stored in Tubberware for later

Dropped in the oven when under construction

And devoured when just right…..

Imagination.

What got us through tough times

And everyday, reminding us of happy things,

Keeping our spirits and child in us alive….

Imagination.

*** Wrote this my senior year of HIgh School for my English Class… Dope even then…

Havoc

Tue, 11 Sep 2012 16:52:58 -0400

From torn places seeking refuge we met. Dark places in our hearts spiteful and vengeful starts, we became sincere.

Laughing, and comforting whenever one another was around. The presence of this individual in my head. Salvaged me. && So did he. Growing intimately. Smiling, and devoting whole hearted-ly, learning and exploring each other in every way we could.

WE had it. Feeling nothing but magic. Wreaking havoc and diving deeper into thix coaxing relationship we’ve developed. Breaking all the rules. Invested. In my chest you were living. Or so i thought….

All calls stopped. My heart dropped. && suddenly I was at fault. Risking it all but you saw nothing. Havoc and toxic you became to me. Turning your back repeatedly. These other chicks were your enemies, I did nothing wrong, just what I knew in all sincerity.

Sweetheart going cold again, Heart-broken and going bitter and stone again. && now the glitter & opportunities have faded. && we’re back where we started. Well at least you are.

I’ve moved on and am way too pissed To take you seriously. Still unconditional I feel for you. Still cherished you are to me out of the two. Still over here loving you. While you, trudge in and out, so i have no doubt that i’m right about you. So i can’t get too attached when you come back in town.

&& despite ALL that, I still only see what I like to think is meant to be. Wreaking havoc, even still, upon me…….

Drunk Drafting....

Tue, 11 Sep 2012 16:40:56 -0400

I may be drunk but my mindset stay trippin’ off this,

Constantly missing, sincerely fighting and wanting you from a distance.

What is this?

Searching for a signal through this persistence,

Pursuant. In what seems to be, a blank mission, or maybe its just me…..

Passionate. Daydreams of what could be. If you would have me.

Passively. respecting your wishes and all that you ask of me. Clearly not enough to make you see this.

Intoxicated off of your essence and what is revealed to me. I yearn for you. Wanting this reality…..

Speaking so sarcastically, entertaining this blasphemy, You are constantly reciting aloud to me……

It’s cool though. one of these days You’ll be saying nothing but hello,

And I’ll be saying goodbye to thee……

therealchinkychick: Jesus take the damn wheel

Thu, 26 Jul 2012 20:08:51 -0400

therealchinkychick:

Jesus take the damn wheel

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Thu, 26 Jul 2012 19:58:14 -0400

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Thu, 26 Jul 2012 19:57:17 -0400

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Wed, 25 Jul 2012 02:03:41 -0400

Hella dopest iphone case ever ;D

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 14:41:12 -0400

Hella dopest iphone case ever ;D

barbzdomain: ..Images of love.. #Happiness (Taken with...

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 11:39:30 -0400

barbzdomain:

..Images of love.. #Happiness (Taken with Instagram)

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Thu, 19 Jul 2012 11:39:11 -0400

LAmborghini Mercy, your chick she so thirsty…

Thu, 19 Jul 2012 11:36:38 -0400

LAmborghini Mercy, your chick she so thirsty…

Forever yogurt w/ my babe @reziejogaga (Taken with Instagram)

Sat, 14 Jul 2012 04:34:43 -0400

Forever yogurt w/ my babe @reziejogaga (Taken with Instagram)